Showing posts with label medical school. Show all posts
Showing posts with label medical school. Show all posts

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Barack Obama and Haiti

I GRADUATED via an exciting ceremony that received national attention. And I was a small part of that...this fox news story was apparently shown around the country as my friend in Albuquerque commented that she saw me on the evening news a couple months ago. Here is the local written report: Fox news report

Anyway, senior week and graduation went by in a blur. Despite my premeditated boycott of most of the planned activities I only managed to get in about an hour of actual relaxation (sitting in the sun reading a book, which cost me my first sunburn of the summer). Thursday started the awards ceremonies and departmental functions which continued through Sunday morning, Friday night my entire family arrived, and then Sunday afternoon was the actual graduation ceremony. Security was a mess...I had to wait in line for over an hour and a half just to enter the ceremony. Luckily I was standing in line with my friend Patrick Tucker, the recently crowned College Jeopardy champion, so he helped to pass the time. While I was not exactly surprised to make it to graduation from Notre Dame, it was still surreal to be sitting in the JACC listening to the President of the US send us off and then bless us alongside Fr. Jenkins.

Graduating may not be surprising, but having definite plans for the next five (potentially six) years is notable. There were times when I seriously doubted if I could have everything figured out by May 15, but I pulled it out. After a long, difficult discernment process I like to call "Vanderbilt vs. Dartmouth" I finally decided that I will attend Vanderbilt University Medical School. They are also wonderfully allowing me to defer matriculation for one year, so I will begin med school in the fall of 2010.

For the next year I will be volunteering as a science teacher at Louverture Cleary school in Haiti through a Catholic misssion called the Haitian Project. It is a rural area just northeast of the capital Port-Au-Prince called Croix-des-Bouquets, about 13 kilometers away. After careful consideration, I decided that now was the best time to actual try living in a developing nation for more than a couple months...I also wanted a life-shaping experience that will inform my medical education for the long years of study ahead. I do not want to forget my committment to global health or lose my idealism prematurely. And I figured this is my last chance to volunteer in a non-medical setting. I am excited to become a physician, but I do have other talents and interests, too, so I am going to use those for a bit. I am going to start looking for donations of lab supplies as the school is trying to revamp a laboratory science program that I will be helping with...any ideas?

I have orientation in early July and then I leave August 9...I will update with new information as I receive it. Haitian Project

"we're doing the best with what we've got"

Friday, August 8, 2008

AMCAS Research essay

Five days before Christmas 2007, I woke up wishing for a stellar final day of my semester abroad in Dublin, Ireland, but I was not expecting the highlight to be waiting in my inbox. When I logged into my email account, I found that I had been selected for an internship with Global Service Corps sponsored by the Helen Kellogg Institute for International Studies at the University of Notre Dame. I sprang out of bed and danced across the hall to my neighbor's room, blissfully singing "I am going to Tanzania!"

From May 29 to August 1 of 2008, I lived in Arusha, Tanzania, interning with the international nonprofit volunteer organization Global Service Corps (GSC). For nine weeks, I worked in GSC's HIV/AIDS education and prevention programs as a teacher for secondary school students and community groups of older Tanzanians. I was especially attracted to this internship due to its relevance to both of my undergraduate majors, biology and anthropology. After participating in immunology research and taking anthropology courses concerning African cultures and varied medical understandings, I was eager to meaningfully combine my dual fields of study by volunteering in HIV/AIDS programming in Tanzania.

Upon notification of my internship, I immediately realized that my time in Arusha was a prime opportunity to undertake research in medical anthropology. As an undergraduate student, I had been attempting to orchestrate research that would synthesize my interests in anthropology and medicine into a single senior thesis project. By volunteering in an HIV/AIDS education program abroad, I would be in the midst of a critical field within medical anthropology, allowing me to not only witness but participate in the response to the HIV epidemic in Tanzania.

While none of the current anthropology faculty members at Notre Dame has HIV/AIDS as his or her particular focus, I took my idea to Professor Daniel Lende, an assistant professor in the Department of Anthropology. Professor Lende's research in medical anthropology focuses on behavioral health, particularly compulsive and addictive behaviors. While his research does not address my specific area of interest, I knew from a previous conversation that his experience and knowledge in medical anthropology are extensive and he is exceptionally familiar with current anthropological discussions of HIV/AIDS in sub-Saharan Africa. I also presented my research proposal to the Glynn Family Honors Program at Notre Dame. While the Kellogg Institute funded my trip to Tanzania and internship with GSC, the Glynn Family Honors Program provided an undergraduate research grant to finance my independent project.

Under Professor Lende's guidance, I began my examination of sub-Saharan HIV/AIDS literature in the spring of 2008. While it is well-known that the global HIV/AIDS epidemic has struck sub-Saharan Africa the hardest (over two-thirds of all HIV-positive people reside in this area and it was the site of more than three-quarters of all AIDS-related deaths in 2007), it is less understood that a significant majority of those living with HIV in this region are women. Throughout sub-Saharan Africa, 61% of infected individuals are women. In Tanzania, an apparent disparity also exists between young men and young women's understanding of HIV/AIDS and engagement in prevention behaviors. A recent study showed that significantly more young males than females could correctly identify and had engaged in HIV prevention methods.

In the past, many studies have examined the personal risk behaviors associated with HIV infection, but the cultural and socioeconomic contexts of the virus have been increasingly cited as crucial factors in addressing prevention. Many investigators have correlated high HIV prevalence in females of sub-Saharan Africa to gender-based inequality and violence. A joint study by UNAIDS and UNFPA cites three key factors as contributing to the escalating HIV epidemic in sub-Saharan African women: a culture of silence surrounding sexuality, the prevalence of exploitative transactional relationships and intergenerational sex, and violence against women within relationships. Young women are especially vulnerable to the impacts of gender socialization on HIV prevention, as gendered power imbalances tend to limit their autonomous control over sexual health.

While youth HIV/AIDS education has been a focal point of many prevention programs throughout sub-Saharan Africa, a range of factors (such as low levels of perceived threat of infection, social norms concerning sexuality and condom use, gender inequalities, and economic constraints) challenge the effectiveness of such programming. Another key problem at every level of HIV prevention is a tendency among all people to conceptualize HIV/AIDS as someone else's problem. Although community education is typically held as a pillar of HIV prevention, researchers have pointed to the need to examine the disconnect between rhetoric and the realities of attempting to change behaviors within particular social contexts. Also, the impacts of sociocultural gender inequalities on HIV prevalence in young women and men require much further characterization. Therefore, I decided to direct my research in Arusha, Tanzania toward answering the following inquiry: how do young women's understandings of gender roles and sexuality influence their engagement in HIV/AIDS education and prevention?

Based on my review of recent literature and considering Tanzania's typical socioeconomic structures and cultural norms, I hypothesized that gender inequalities may hinder young women's active participation in community HIV/AIDS education programs and young women may lack the perception or reality of sexual autonomy needed to effectively implement HIV prevention methods. Additionally, I hypothesized that young women in Tanzania may not have a sense of ownership of the HIV/AIDS epidemic, making them further unlikely to engage in HIV prevention.

In order to examine the influence of female conceptions of sexuality on HIV/AIDS education and prevention in Tanzania, I utilized qualitative methods in a dynamic observational multimethod assessment process, including participant observation, interviews, and archive collection. Qualitative methods were particularly useful in my study as this was my first trip to Tanzania, and the active nature of this paradigm allowed me to tweak the project as my research progressed.

During my first three weeks in Tanzania, I taught at a day camp for secondary school students in Arusha. In this time, I focused on participant observation, in particular examining power dynamics and participation differentials between males and females, as well as students' feelings surrounding gender roles and sexuality. I recorded my observations in structured observational checklists and unstructured field notes. I also began my archive collection, seeking out and gathering materials concerning HIV education and prevention in the Arusha area.

Once day camp was completed, I began facilitating GSC's HIV trainings for community groups throughout Arusha. I continued participant observation and also began conducting key informant and semi-structured interviews. Key informants included GSC staff and other youth educators in Arusha, selected for their principle roles in HIV/AIDS education and prevention in the community. Fellow GSC volunteers and, most importantly, young Tanzanian females and males (between 18 and 30 years old) participated in semi-structured interviews.

As my field research advanced, new themes emerged as crucial to the treatment of HIV in Arusha. Specifically, current changes in gender roles and potential shifts in ideas about female sexuality were repeatedly mentioned by Tanzanians in both day camp and community trainings. Interviews highlighted an apparent problem that had not emerged regularly in current literature: a lack of familial ownership of the HIV epidemic. With the family as a key social unit in Tanzania, and youth education crucial to decreasing infection rates, the majority of Tanzanian parents' unwillingness or inability to discuss relationships, sexuality, and HIV with their children leads to a large gap in HIV prevention. I added my observations to interview scripts and observational checklists, making sure to follow the data and include topics that Tanzanians themselves emphasized as important.

Now, upon my recent homecoming to the United States, I am beginning to code field notes, transcribe and code interviews, and organize and code my archive collection. Additionally, I am returning to the literature to further explore shifts in gender roles and conceptions of female sexuality, as well as family dynamics in Tanzania and impacts for HIV/AIDS education. This process will continue into the fall semester of 2008, when I will finish my senior thesis on this research. After its completion, I will present my research at several meetings and will submit my paper for publication to an appropriate anthropological journal. My research should have practical implications for improving HIV/AIDS education in Tanzania, potentially playing a part in alleviating the current crisis. In the future, as a physician and social scientist, I will be able to conduct research in medical anthropology while practicing medicine, enhancing both the immediate and long-term health of communities. My interest in the integration of biomedicine into other traditional conceptions of health plays an important role in the study of sub-Saharan Africa's HIV epidemic, as real change will not be affected until education and prevention programs adequately consider unique cultural contexts.

Re-entry, real life

I spent my final few days in Arusha scrambling to buy gifts, finishing interviews, spending time with friends, and figuring out how to get to the airport. The last one turned out to be a bust, as I lined up a shuttle that I was going to ride there, only to check back early Thursday morning to find out it had been canceled. I ran around Arusha for an hour or two looking for another shuttle, but apparently there were no others that day that would get me to the airport in time to make my flight (at least none that I could find). I eventually admitted defeat and decided that spending $40 on a taxi for the hour-long ride to the airport was probably worth it to ensure that I actually did make it onto the airplane home. It actually turned out nicely, because my mama knew a taxi driver who let my dada Rachel and cousin Erick make the trip to the airport with me, so we got to say goodbye at the very end. Saying goodbye was awful...Rachel and Erick were both crying, and I was tearing up. I felt guilty too, because while I was very sad to be leaving I also had things and people to look forward to in the states, so I definitely had some positive emotions mixed in with my sadness. But for them, it was just me leaving - nothing particularly good about it. When I got here, there was already an email from Erick making sure that I got home safely. I will miss all of them very much, and hopefully will get to see them again in the future.

The trip home was long: Kilimanjaro to Nairobi, Nairobi to London, London to Detroit = 27 hours total. Plane rides do not really bother me though, and I was especially content because both long flights had personal TVs for each passenger and an array of movies to watch. I arrived in Detroit on Friday afternoon to discover my luggage was missing, which did not surprise me too much. My dad and sister Sarah were waiting for me, and even though I was kind of self-conscious about looking like some dirty wild jungle-woman, I was happy to be home.

Being back in the U.S. is still strange...it has not been especially hard for me to pick back up with my normal way of life, but it makes Tanzania seem surreal, like an elaborate dream. I am having some food issues - not stomach problems, but taste bud problems. It is super weird, they are all ragged and you can tell by looking at them that something is seriously wrong. I think the fact that I ate mostly tasteless ugali, rice, etc. for two months made them hyper-sensitive to more flavorful foods? And I have been eating a lot of textured and seasoned foods that I could not get in Tanzania...now it hurts to eat a lot of things so I am regressing back to bread, cheese, and apples for a few days, hopefully they heal soon.

Meanwhile, I finally submitted my AMCAS application for medical school yesterday! Overall, I am pleased with it and I think it represents my collegiate career well. Now I am studying for the MCAT again, which I am re-taking on August 22 (two days before returning to Notre Dame for my senior year). My first batch of MCAT scores were not awful, but I feel that I can do a lot better so I decided to take the test again. The only downside is that I now do not have much time to spend outside, so my current extremely pale state is probably not going to significantly change. People find it hilarious that I came back from Africa paler than I left. Explaining that it was winter in Tanzania does not seem to help much; after all, it was AFRICA.

As part of my AMCAS application, I had to submit an essay describing my significant research experience for MD/PhD (in anthropology) programs that I am applying to. I am going to post that essay in this blog (see above post) in case anyone who read this over the summer is interested in the specifics of my medical anthropology research that I conducted in Tanzania. Otherwise, feel free to skip it :)

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

from LJ to a "real" blog

Livejournal has been good to me over the years, but I feel that moving into adulthood this type of blog is more acceptable? At least now that I am planning to write more about my experiences and not whine as much, I thought a change might be in order.

For now, this blog will document my summer of (a) applying to medical schools and (b) doing service and medical anthropology research in Arusha, Tanzania. I leave from Detroit for Tanzania on May 29, so I have a lot to do before then. Besides finishing my personal statement and writing up synopses of all of my undergraduate extracurriculars, I also need to go through the Peace Corps guidebook and decide what exactly I should be packing for Africa...and hopefully learn as much Swahili as possible in the next few weeks. Maybe I should make flashcards to get a head start...??

At this point six or seven people have reviewed my PS, and it has definitely improved from my original draft. It still is not stellar, though, so I will continue to work on it. I also need to create a more specific plan for my research this summer and email Prof Lende. I actually should have met with him before leaving Notre Dame, but finals week turned out to be crazyyy. I am very grateful that the semester is over. 18 credits, MCAT studying, undergraduate research, a job in the osteology lab, and volunteering in the ER did not make for the most social spring. I am actually just impressed that I made it through...I was definitely having my doubts before it started. We will see the first results of the semester tomorrow when our grades go up. Then, MCAT scores are available in circa one week. Hopefully everything turns out to be worth it...

The rest of the week should be fun. I am going to work hardcore tonight and tomorrow, then Wednesday a.m. I am going into Nicole's preschool class and later that evening to the math class my dad is teaching at our community college. Then on Thursday, Chicago to celebrate Sarah's birthday! She was studying in Spain for this past academic year, and while I got to see her twice in the fall (because I was studying in Dublin), I have not seen her for a long time now.

Gossip Girl tonight was good, but not as dramatic as it could have been. I thought Serena actually killed someone *sigh* I am glad that Sarah is as into it as I am, because I am not okay with watching TV alone. Must be an enfj thing...