Showing posts with label research. Show all posts
Showing posts with label research. Show all posts

Friday, August 8, 2008

AMCAS Research essay

Five days before Christmas 2007, I woke up wishing for a stellar final day of my semester abroad in Dublin, Ireland, but I was not expecting the highlight to be waiting in my inbox. When I logged into my email account, I found that I had been selected for an internship with Global Service Corps sponsored by the Helen Kellogg Institute for International Studies at the University of Notre Dame. I sprang out of bed and danced across the hall to my neighbor's room, blissfully singing "I am going to Tanzania!"

From May 29 to August 1 of 2008, I lived in Arusha, Tanzania, interning with the international nonprofit volunteer organization Global Service Corps (GSC). For nine weeks, I worked in GSC's HIV/AIDS education and prevention programs as a teacher for secondary school students and community groups of older Tanzanians. I was especially attracted to this internship due to its relevance to both of my undergraduate majors, biology and anthropology. After participating in immunology research and taking anthropology courses concerning African cultures and varied medical understandings, I was eager to meaningfully combine my dual fields of study by volunteering in HIV/AIDS programming in Tanzania.

Upon notification of my internship, I immediately realized that my time in Arusha was a prime opportunity to undertake research in medical anthropology. As an undergraduate student, I had been attempting to orchestrate research that would synthesize my interests in anthropology and medicine into a single senior thesis project. By volunteering in an HIV/AIDS education program abroad, I would be in the midst of a critical field within medical anthropology, allowing me to not only witness but participate in the response to the HIV epidemic in Tanzania.

While none of the current anthropology faculty members at Notre Dame has HIV/AIDS as his or her particular focus, I took my idea to Professor Daniel Lende, an assistant professor in the Department of Anthropology. Professor Lende's research in medical anthropology focuses on behavioral health, particularly compulsive and addictive behaviors. While his research does not address my specific area of interest, I knew from a previous conversation that his experience and knowledge in medical anthropology are extensive and he is exceptionally familiar with current anthropological discussions of HIV/AIDS in sub-Saharan Africa. I also presented my research proposal to the Glynn Family Honors Program at Notre Dame. While the Kellogg Institute funded my trip to Tanzania and internship with GSC, the Glynn Family Honors Program provided an undergraduate research grant to finance my independent project.

Under Professor Lende's guidance, I began my examination of sub-Saharan HIV/AIDS literature in the spring of 2008. While it is well-known that the global HIV/AIDS epidemic has struck sub-Saharan Africa the hardest (over two-thirds of all HIV-positive people reside in this area and it was the site of more than three-quarters of all AIDS-related deaths in 2007), it is less understood that a significant majority of those living with HIV in this region are women. Throughout sub-Saharan Africa, 61% of infected individuals are women. In Tanzania, an apparent disparity also exists between young men and young women's understanding of HIV/AIDS and engagement in prevention behaviors. A recent study showed that significantly more young males than females could correctly identify and had engaged in HIV prevention methods.

In the past, many studies have examined the personal risk behaviors associated with HIV infection, but the cultural and socioeconomic contexts of the virus have been increasingly cited as crucial factors in addressing prevention. Many investigators have correlated high HIV prevalence in females of sub-Saharan Africa to gender-based inequality and violence. A joint study by UNAIDS and UNFPA cites three key factors as contributing to the escalating HIV epidemic in sub-Saharan African women: a culture of silence surrounding sexuality, the prevalence of exploitative transactional relationships and intergenerational sex, and violence against women within relationships. Young women are especially vulnerable to the impacts of gender socialization on HIV prevention, as gendered power imbalances tend to limit their autonomous control over sexual health.

While youth HIV/AIDS education has been a focal point of many prevention programs throughout sub-Saharan Africa, a range of factors (such as low levels of perceived threat of infection, social norms concerning sexuality and condom use, gender inequalities, and economic constraints) challenge the effectiveness of such programming. Another key problem at every level of HIV prevention is a tendency among all people to conceptualize HIV/AIDS as someone else's problem. Although community education is typically held as a pillar of HIV prevention, researchers have pointed to the need to examine the disconnect between rhetoric and the realities of attempting to change behaviors within particular social contexts. Also, the impacts of sociocultural gender inequalities on HIV prevalence in young women and men require much further characterization. Therefore, I decided to direct my research in Arusha, Tanzania toward answering the following inquiry: how do young women's understandings of gender roles and sexuality influence their engagement in HIV/AIDS education and prevention?

Based on my review of recent literature and considering Tanzania's typical socioeconomic structures and cultural norms, I hypothesized that gender inequalities may hinder young women's active participation in community HIV/AIDS education programs and young women may lack the perception or reality of sexual autonomy needed to effectively implement HIV prevention methods. Additionally, I hypothesized that young women in Tanzania may not have a sense of ownership of the HIV/AIDS epidemic, making them further unlikely to engage in HIV prevention.

In order to examine the influence of female conceptions of sexuality on HIV/AIDS education and prevention in Tanzania, I utilized qualitative methods in a dynamic observational multimethod assessment process, including participant observation, interviews, and archive collection. Qualitative methods were particularly useful in my study as this was my first trip to Tanzania, and the active nature of this paradigm allowed me to tweak the project as my research progressed.

During my first three weeks in Tanzania, I taught at a day camp for secondary school students in Arusha. In this time, I focused on participant observation, in particular examining power dynamics and participation differentials between males and females, as well as students' feelings surrounding gender roles and sexuality. I recorded my observations in structured observational checklists and unstructured field notes. I also began my archive collection, seeking out and gathering materials concerning HIV education and prevention in the Arusha area.

Once day camp was completed, I began facilitating GSC's HIV trainings for community groups throughout Arusha. I continued participant observation and also began conducting key informant and semi-structured interviews. Key informants included GSC staff and other youth educators in Arusha, selected for their principle roles in HIV/AIDS education and prevention in the community. Fellow GSC volunteers and, most importantly, young Tanzanian females and males (between 18 and 30 years old) participated in semi-structured interviews.

As my field research advanced, new themes emerged as crucial to the treatment of HIV in Arusha. Specifically, current changes in gender roles and potential shifts in ideas about female sexuality were repeatedly mentioned by Tanzanians in both day camp and community trainings. Interviews highlighted an apparent problem that had not emerged regularly in current literature: a lack of familial ownership of the HIV epidemic. With the family as a key social unit in Tanzania, and youth education crucial to decreasing infection rates, the majority of Tanzanian parents' unwillingness or inability to discuss relationships, sexuality, and HIV with their children leads to a large gap in HIV prevention. I added my observations to interview scripts and observational checklists, making sure to follow the data and include topics that Tanzanians themselves emphasized as important.

Now, upon my recent homecoming to the United States, I am beginning to code field notes, transcribe and code interviews, and organize and code my archive collection. Additionally, I am returning to the literature to further explore shifts in gender roles and conceptions of female sexuality, as well as family dynamics in Tanzania and impacts for HIV/AIDS education. This process will continue into the fall semester of 2008, when I will finish my senior thesis on this research. After its completion, I will present my research at several meetings and will submit my paper for publication to an appropriate anthropological journal. My research should have practical implications for improving HIV/AIDS education in Tanzania, potentially playing a part in alleviating the current crisis. In the future, as a physician and social scientist, I will be able to conduct research in medical anthropology while practicing medicine, enhancing both the immediate and long-term health of communities. My interest in the integration of biomedicine into other traditional conceptions of health plays an important role in the study of sub-Saharan Africa's HIV epidemic, as real change will not be affected until education and prevention programs adequately consider unique cultural contexts.

Re-entry, real life

I spent my final few days in Arusha scrambling to buy gifts, finishing interviews, spending time with friends, and figuring out how to get to the airport. The last one turned out to be a bust, as I lined up a shuttle that I was going to ride there, only to check back early Thursday morning to find out it had been canceled. I ran around Arusha for an hour or two looking for another shuttle, but apparently there were no others that day that would get me to the airport in time to make my flight (at least none that I could find). I eventually admitted defeat and decided that spending $40 on a taxi for the hour-long ride to the airport was probably worth it to ensure that I actually did make it onto the airplane home. It actually turned out nicely, because my mama knew a taxi driver who let my dada Rachel and cousin Erick make the trip to the airport with me, so we got to say goodbye at the very end. Saying goodbye was awful...Rachel and Erick were both crying, and I was tearing up. I felt guilty too, because while I was very sad to be leaving I also had things and people to look forward to in the states, so I definitely had some positive emotions mixed in with my sadness. But for them, it was just me leaving - nothing particularly good about it. When I got here, there was already an email from Erick making sure that I got home safely. I will miss all of them very much, and hopefully will get to see them again in the future.

The trip home was long: Kilimanjaro to Nairobi, Nairobi to London, London to Detroit = 27 hours total. Plane rides do not really bother me though, and I was especially content because both long flights had personal TVs for each passenger and an array of movies to watch. I arrived in Detroit on Friday afternoon to discover my luggage was missing, which did not surprise me too much. My dad and sister Sarah were waiting for me, and even though I was kind of self-conscious about looking like some dirty wild jungle-woman, I was happy to be home.

Being back in the U.S. is still strange...it has not been especially hard for me to pick back up with my normal way of life, but it makes Tanzania seem surreal, like an elaborate dream. I am having some food issues - not stomach problems, but taste bud problems. It is super weird, they are all ragged and you can tell by looking at them that something is seriously wrong. I think the fact that I ate mostly tasteless ugali, rice, etc. for two months made them hyper-sensitive to more flavorful foods? And I have been eating a lot of textured and seasoned foods that I could not get in Tanzania...now it hurts to eat a lot of things so I am regressing back to bread, cheese, and apples for a few days, hopefully they heal soon.

Meanwhile, I finally submitted my AMCAS application for medical school yesterday! Overall, I am pleased with it and I think it represents my collegiate career well. Now I am studying for the MCAT again, which I am re-taking on August 22 (two days before returning to Notre Dame for my senior year). My first batch of MCAT scores were not awful, but I feel that I can do a lot better so I decided to take the test again. The only downside is that I now do not have much time to spend outside, so my current extremely pale state is probably not going to significantly change. People find it hilarious that I came back from Africa paler than I left. Explaining that it was winter in Tanzania does not seem to help much; after all, it was AFRICA.

As part of my AMCAS application, I had to submit an essay describing my significant research experience for MD/PhD (in anthropology) programs that I am applying to. I am going to post that essay in this blog (see above post) in case anyone who read this over the summer is interested in the specifics of my medical anthropology research that I conducted in Tanzania. Otherwise, feel free to skip it :)

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Kucheza!!

Wow, last night was probably the craziest and most fun night I have had so far in Tanzania! I went out to dinner and then to Maasai Camp – a pseudo-dance club – with some other volunteers…we also went with one of our Tanzanian friends who is a translator with GSC, and ran into another one there. Actually, the one we ran into at the club is Isaya, the Maasai who ran in the London Marathon. I am going to his village next weekend, and I am stoked. Anyway, once I danced with one person, I literally could not get away with dancing by myself for more than 2 minutes before the next guy would turn up and dance with me. It was fun for sure, albeit a bit overwhelming. Luckily I have not danced in a long time so I mainly just appreciated it. I think the fact that my hair was done in African style in the little braids probably did not help my cause, I got a lot of comments on it…I realize it probably looks a little ridiculous, but Rachel my dada did it yesterday afternoon (completely of her own volition and uninvited), so I could not really take it out right after she spent half an hour on it. I actually kind of like it a lot, it feels nice. The Tanzanian guys claimed to like it too… “Unapenda? “Ndiyo, ninapenda sana” was a recurring exchange. The music was an eclectic mix of stellar American hip-hop (by my standards), old 90’s music, and Bongo Flava, which kind of all sounds the same to me. I got many proclamations of love and a lot of Kiswahili practice in, haha. One of Isaya’s friends was particularly into me, so I spent a lot of the night dancing with a Maasai guy. Seriously, if I had been told my sophomore year when I was learning about Maasai culture both in cultural/social anthro and my theology course that I would be dancing with a Maasai in a dance club…there is no way I would have believed it. Both he and Isaya are actually not very good at dancing, but the sweet cultural aspect completely makes up for it…although I kind of felt like I was corrupting their culture or something…hmm. But overall, a great night, I had a lot of fun.

On a different note, I just realized yesterday that my flight out of Kilimanjaro is actually on July 31; I had been thinking it was July 29 pretty much my entire time here. Oops. It is probably good that I have an extra two days to finish up interviews and things though, so overall a positive discovery. Interviews so far are going quite well. Everyone that I have talked with so far is enjoying the chance to talk about these things, and many of them have meaningful insights that I had not considered before. I am starting to understand more and more how important it is to get input from the people who actually live the culture, as opposed to coming in with Western ideas and blindly implementing them – I always believed this in theory, but I have never witnessed it until now. Hopefully my thesis will eventually do a good job of capturing everyone’s ideas and representing their feelings, because people have been very welcoming and helpful with interviews. The only slight glitch is that I, being the genius I am, failed to realize that I needed to put the software for my digital voice recorder onto my laptop before I could transfer interviews from the recorder to the computer. Apparently the recorder came with a cd that had the program, although I cannot remember ever seeing this. Hopefully it is sitting in my room at home…we will see. For now, I hope I have enough space to keep everyone’s interview recorded. I could always downgrade the quality of the recording and hence have more space, but I have been really happy with the setting it is on so far so I would rather not. Perhaps I will just transcribe some of the “less important” (i.e. other volunteers) interviews while I am here and then delete them? I started transcribing the other day and did not get very far; I kind of forgot how tedious it can be. At least I had practice with it last fall so I have a framework for attacking it.

I had a great last couple of days with my family…on Friday and Saturday I spent a good amount of time playing Frisbee, hopscotch, and jump rope with my dadas. I stole back one of the Frisbees that I originally brought for GSC’s day camp and took it home to them, and they love it. We have started playing a game where the three of us count how many consecutive successful throws/catches we can get…so far our record is 98, and they are shooting for 100. Yesterday, I made s’mores with my family, which they really liked. Mama was really cute: “Wait, Mary, I want to write down the recipe!”…“It is really easy Mama, I really do not think you need to write it down…” haha. The food situation also drastically improved on Friday. The chai had ginger in it, which was amazing. Then Mama asked if I liked spices or not in my food – YES – so then we had the spaghetti with carrots and peas that we often have but with some seasoning, and it was ten times tastier. Then for lunch on Saturday we had rice with beans and carrots, one of my favorite Tanzanian dishes. All of this inevitably means that dinner tonight will be ugali though. If you do not know what ugali is, look it up on wikipedia. I liked it for about 3 weeks, and then my family started eating it 5 nights a week…a bit too much for my liking.

This week will be another community training, and I also need to seriously start buying things that I want to take home. I have been holding out because it is not a particularly pleasant experience. People here have a hard time with the concept of looking but not buying. Especially if you shika (touch) anything, they KNOW that you want it, and are determined to get you to buy it. When you try to walk away, they will not let you out of their little stall, and ask you how much you will pay for it. A bit overwhelming, you definitely need to go in with the right mindset to make it. Last week I went fabric shopping though, and it was actually very fun. I am in love with the fabrics here, although I limited myself to just two. There are so many gorgeous ones though. Especially on African women, they look amazing. If the fabric I bought looks half as good on me, I will be happy.

Monday, July 14, 2008

Safari!


Sorry it has been awhile since I last posted! My 21st bday here was very fun…we went to the snake park with some of our students from day camp and saw some amazing snakes, birds, and crocs in different stages of development. I even held a snake! I was semi-froking out, but I figured it was a good way to commemorate becoming a fully fledged (American) adult. I did not drink at all, but spending my birthday in Tanzania is a 21st that I will never forget.

Last week I did another community training for GSC for a women’s group in Arusha. It was actually called Notre Dame Women’s Center, which was special to me. They were a great group and had a lot of intelligent questions and suggestions, too. I bought a kitenge that has their name and emblem of sorts on it, and I think I am going to get a bag made from the fabric at the tailor near my house. Actually, I need to put in my orders at the tailor soon so that she has time to make everything before I leave.

I started interviews for my anthro research last week, and they are going very well so far. At this point, I am focusing on the changes in gender roles and female sexuality that are occurring right now. In all of the trainings that I have done, the idea of shifts in gender roles has come up, so I want to explore if and how these perceived changes will have an impact on HIV rates for women in Tanzania. In the next two weeks, I am going to be doing many interviews. Add in shopping for some gifts, community trainings, and MAYBE some preliminary MCAT studying…and I have a very busy two weeks before I return to the states.

On Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, I went on safari to the Serengeti and Ngorogoro Crater. It was amazing, definitely some of the most gorgeous things I have ever seen in my life! Highlights included the best sunset of my life in the Serengeti, a man-eating sized python in a tree, one month old baby lions, a cheetah super close to the jeep, black rhinoceros, and watching 2 mama and 5 baby lions eat a warthog that they had just killed. Definitely a once in a lifetime experience that I will never forget…while it was quite expensive, it was worth it.

Finally, I think posting photos on this blog is a lost cause for now. Once I get home in two weeks, I will go back and put up pictures that are relevant to each post within each entry. For now, I am paying for internet access and uploading photos takes a ridiculous amount of time with the extremely slow internet, if it is not completely impossible. So keep reading, but no pictures for now…samahani (sorry). My new fbook profile photo is actually from here, at the first day camp I taught. So at least you can see one I suppose.